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10月29日

I need to feel happy

 
So easy for you to whine about other peoples mistakes
"Oh my goodness i dont know when is this person going to change"
Um last i checked youre no angel either ... we hate your annoying grumbling and bipolar character more
I hate it when you make me mad, cos thats when you will too and turn the house upside down on purpose
All the more i hate to be close to you
For im at peace when im spending alone time to myself
I know im not happy and im not sad
Im just angry when things escalade into cruel plays
Like the quote says "Its all fun and games until somebody gets hurt"
 
I know i told you before where it hurts
Obviously nobody took me seriously
Haha here haha there "ah you gotta be kidding me"
Now since the signs are more evident, you took a step back astonished
"Oh so now you listen"?
Too late ... much to my dismay i cannot stop my sadistic reactions
The more your concern compared to your previous neglect i will put more harm to myself to know that i mean business
My emotions were doing fine without having people suddenly crowding me when situation gets worse
So where were you before?
No thanks
 
Lets say in the alternate world; If a person were to explode literally from bottling up their emotions, secrets and desires
Mine can replecate 50% of an atomic bomb
Been keeping loads of things to myself; obviously some people dont deserve to be told good things
And some just refuses to give a lending ear
So why bother trying ...
 
I wish i had the emotional range of a teaspoon so that i can feel happy and carefree always
 
 
 
10月28日

Random

 
So hard to penetrate into your circle
Sometimes i wonder why I unlock my doors for you
The very reason why i hate to commit myself, precisely to avoid feeling invisible
Guess ive achieved it ... 
Ive let it go a couple of times but the connection seems to cleverly find its way back
 
 
 
10月22日

Confused ... yet again

 
Yet again I am left confused wondering "What the hell happened back there?"
One moment it was so casual then turned hostile shortly after that
So many things can annoy you; so many things can drive you crazy
Im definately not enjoying this weird bipolar
For im the target of destress when you take your frustrations out on me
 
 
10月21日

Poems By Claudia

 
Pretty funny stuff by the good people of "All That"
 
i like to play at my friend's house
she has a cool swing out back
if my crocodile bit off your tongue you'd say
gurgle burgle and ack
 
its fun to take trips with my parents
sometimes we ride on a train
one time my neighbour annoyed me
so i made some worms eat his brain
 
you should never eat too much dessert
like ice cream pudding or cake
i popped my friend's alison's pimple
and fed the puss to my snake
 
whenever you have a request
make sure you always say please
when my teacher gave me detention
i gave her a special disease
 
watch the vid
 
 
 
 
10月5日

The Weirdness Just Keeps Coming

 
As right as rain i can predict the tempermant
If not for the tides i could've not seen the moon
You blame the fire for making the pot black
But fail to realise its doing the kettle too
 
How convenient for people to critisize something that needs encouragement just so to feed their own ego.  I quote: "Just because you hate cheese, doesnt mean the rest 2.5 billion people of the world have to hate cheese too".  Your vision of life irks me; so much that i dont think i can rely on your advice 100%.  Its like playing hop-scotch alone beside puddles of quicksand.
 
It came to me ... why are you the only one who hates when the people who loves outnumbers you?
Figures