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March 30 more stuff ...FADE TO BLACK
Whats a girl to do when she's covered inside?
Is it the violence the hurtful word signs
People dont see the sadness that forced her redemption
May she turn 21 with her freedom at risk
She'll be locked in a cage the key thrown to abyss
Can't just bring herself to fight those that are stronger than her
Cross the fire, fight the jokers, caught her in a flash
Don't know why she's holding on
Shot the gunners, drover her wilder, torches burn at night
Don't know what she's holding on
Calm angel's love
Calm angel's pain
Seek to return
Back to my soul again
Wait til it fades to black
From once it was the passion
That i felt for you
Why would you break it again?
Clear drops crystal tear
Has touched the ground
If this will last for a thousand years
It'll fade to black
Such a lovely girl but tears fill her eyes
She's so full of doubt pasting a smile in disguise
What she's holding that brings her down so often?
She wakes up everyday to a sunless grey sky
Darkness converging covering her hopes
Its no longer a piece of prayer unlocking her prison March 28 Another lame oneRules:
1.Bold the following words that are true about you, 2.GREEN! the things you wish were true, 3.add one thing true about you, 4.and then tag onetwothreefourFIVE more people. I miss somebody right now. I don't watch TV these days. I own lots of books. I wear glasses or contact lens. I love to play video games. I've tried marijuana.(it's heaven on earth!) I've been in a threesome. I've been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. I believe honesty is usually the best policy. I curse sometimes. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me. I'm TOTALLY smart. I've broken someone's bones. I'm paranoid sometimes. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost and scar-free. I need money right now. I love sushi. I talk really, really fast/unclear. (when im excited or nervous) I have long hair. I have lost money in Las Vegas. I have at least one sibling. I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past. I couldn't survive without Caller I.D. I like the way i look. I am usually pessimistic. I have alot of mood swings. I have a hidden talent. I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar i have. I have a lot of friends. I have pecked someone of the same sex. I enjoy talking on the phone. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants. I love to shop. Enjoy window shopping. I would rather shop than eat. I don't hate anyone. I dislike them. I'm a pretty good dancer. I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother. I have a cell phone. I believe in God. I watch MTV on a daily basis. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months. I've rejected someone before. I have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life. I want to have children in the future. I have changed a diaper before. I've called the cops on a friend before. I'm not allergic to anything. I have a lot to learn. I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger. I am shy around the opposite sex. I have made a move a friend's significant past or crush in the past. I own the "South Park" movie. I would die for my best friends. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza. I have used my sexuality to advance my career. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and i like it. I have dated a close friend's ex. I am happy at this moment! :))))) I'm obsessed with guys. Democrat. I am punk rockish although i dont look like it I am preppy. I study for tests most of the time. I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone i've ever met. (except dy cause he taught me how to tie them) I can work on a car. I love my job. I am comfortable with who i am now. I have more than just my ears pierced. I walk barefoot wherever i can. I have jumped off a bridge. I love sea turtles. I spend ridiculous money on makeup. Plan on achieving a major goal/dream. I'm proficient in a musical instrument. I worked at MacDonald's restaurant. I hate office jobs. (i hate being desk-bound!!!) I love sci-fi movies. I think water rules. I went college out of state. I like sausages. I love kisses. I fall for the wrong people. I adore bright colours. I can't live without black eyeliner. I don't know why the hell i just did this stupid thing. I usually like covers more than originals. I can pick up things with my toes. I can't whistle. I can move my tongues in waves, much like a snakes slithers. I have ridden/owned a horse. I still have every journal i've ever written in. I can't stick to a diet. I talk in my sleep. I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distraction. Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time. I have jazz in my blood. I wear a toe ring. I have a tattoo. I can't stand at LEAST one person i work with. I am a caffeine junkie. I cosplay or know what cosplaying is. I have been to over 15 conventions. I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better. I'm an artist at least i think i am I only clean my room when necessary. I like a person of the same sex. I love being happy. I am an adrenaline junkie. I have riden an elephant. I love chocolates and crowns! I go to school NOT for the sake of lessons. I can't ride a bicycle. I have/have tried to cut myself. I think i'm the only person crazy enough to do this at 6 in the morning without any sleep for the night. I feel personally attacked I love tomatoes!!
I like peanut butter on bananas. Been told "you're on fire!". (when i play bball. lol) I'm a netballer. I believe in Serendipity. I'm hoping he'll save the last dance for me. About me? ... My songs reflect my emotional standings March 25 Whats that again?!Results are out
Its pretty bad except for ECD
But im not going to remain nonchalant about it
Going to work harder for my third year
Too bad i didnt get the specialisation of my choice
Opted for tourism dual tracks for my first 4 choices
And all of them were denied
Instead i got in SERVICE-MARKETING which was like my 7th choice
Damn bad la
I hate service
OM all over again
But at least there's that MARKETING counterpart
It would be awful if i would to do PURE SERVICE ... my gosh
Joy asked me whether i want to try and appeal
Thought about it though
But there must be a reason and purpose as to why im given this
So, im just thankful that i can move on with my diploma
Make the best out of it ... graduate with better results March 23 Drained ...Just got back from another painting session for RODEO's banner
Phew ... its hard work when no one is there to carry the stuff for ya
Painting is not so hard la
Just draggy
And to think that me & joy end up carrying the heavy stuff back up to the society's room
Oh man ... my back!
Tomorrow coming back again
Dunno la .. i feel that
We should finish the damn thing as fast as possible
So can go forward with other things
Ok so below are a couple of photos i took just now
My hardworking fellow SCs!!!!!
Love them
Click the thumbnail to view la ok March 22 A nice surpriseCame back to continue painting the banner yesterday
Had a pretty nice surprise when i saw my Huiqi coming back to sch
Meeting back all her friends i guess
Was nice to see her ... she was still her old usual self
Showed her what im designing for my BAOC group
Told me that she like it and want to take a picture of it for keeps
So it goes on ... ernest came ... Tong... Fiona ...
Then by the end of the day most of the lecturers kinda knew what WILD WILD RODEO's banner is going to look like
Ok Ok its a little early for big publicity ... but cannot help it la
The banner has bright colours ...
Not my fault that it attracts passerbys
So QiQi ar ...
No need to feel heartpain ok
Just not fated to be one
But Im more than glad to be part of BAOC
Really glad to see you
Take care
March 21 So the hardwork begins ....Man its been sooooo long since last BAOC
My back and my knees start to hurt again
Guess i have to let other people paint the banner first before i can touch on the more fine details of the design
Haiz .. i got out from school today feeling
Hungry
Tired
Mirgraine
But guess at the rate that we're all going ... there's no worry about us
making it to the deadline
Dont worry Mel
Everything is going to be peachy fine
We got your back!!!
Alex seemed to acting abit more blur than usual today
Although im dont know him that well
I can always rely on keen observations
Haha hey im no stalker .. just making observations
Anyway ... if my calculations are correct
By doing the banner at least 3 times a week .. we can finish by end of next week
Then just have to do some touch ups 2 days before BAOC (to prevent further cracking)
Well have to get up early tomorrow ..
9am mind you!!!
The new SCs are feeling mighty ON right now
Thats good you know .. you need that kind of spirit in this kind of thing March 19 New materialsIts Gonna Be Alright
There’s something wrong with your thinking affections Getting ticked off over Billy spilling all the beans What happened to your manners that you had to scream at me? With your cane circling down at your feet Cos its not what I’m afraid of So why the choice of the violent red light You didn’t care for the consequences Or whether I’ll be alright You just saw my offences & quickly picked up a fight Cos its just not fair at all
Bridge: So please don’t hate me cos I resemble something funny Or maybe something that you picked out the crowd Don’t judge me like you know me like Amy I’m not so easy for you to figure out
Chorus: It may or maybe not be a peaceful crime It hurts leaving a scar on my behind Cos she don’t make to bother what its like to cry from here (2X)
So why do I still put up with the chills of the night? People say its wrong but I would say its alright We’re kinda still related its the reason I cant put up a fight Its kinda sad to let you know This is my story don’t you know March 18 The Thing about WomenWhen a woman says "Nothing"
Ans: That's gotta be something
When she says "Nevermind its ok"
Ans: It means she wants something
When she replies "fine"
Ans: Its not fine!
When she says "Whatever"
Ans: Dont take that for granted!
When she gives you a direct answer
Ans: It could be a sarcasm (watch out!)
Regarding her weight
Ans: Never reveal the truth
What about her age?
Ans: Never question it
If she asks whether she's pretty
Ans: Do not go overboard by comparing her with your fantasy
If there's an urge to ask a stupid question
Ans: Pause keep it to yourself
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OK OK
Why this post you ask?
Its a tribute to all women out there whom descriptions fits on the above list
Not all women are like that though
They can be called the woman-man
Hahaha
Yeah no blanket under the nasty personality
I just dont get it
Why the mystery
There's enough mystery that god has bestowed upon us women
Why need to cause so much trouble
I myself am a very straightforward person
No wishy washy talk for me
To all the women out there...........
I believe that nobody is psychic
Who could possibly tell what one is thinking?
So lets all be good hearted people & stop the childishness that is yourself
Stop all the sarcasms
Delinquish all the fake 'thank you' or 'fine'
Get rid of all the 'nevermind'
Dont expect other people to dig the so-called 'unfinished' conversation... and satisfy your needs
My goodness grow up
Feeling Really AgitatedTo be caught with the flu bug is really no big deal
Slight fever
Itchy nose
Mucus flowing out slowly unnoticed
Yeah that sort of sh**
After swallowing the flu medicine
I felt immediate drowsiness
Which quickly drove my consiousness into deep nothing
Which was fine cos we were'nt supposed to go toa payoh till 2pm
I woke up still feeling drowsy after my sis woke me up
"Stop sleeping its time to go!"
I really didnt feel like going
Asked my mom whether do i really need to tag along
She gave me that really insensitive sarcasm
"Dont want to follow also can"
Haiz ... what is a person to do when sandwiched with tons of sarcasms?
HUH? HUH? HUH? HUH?
I could just follow my heart
But no ............................ I just had to please the people that i care about
& do they appreaciate it?
I dont know ... but most of the time .... I guess not
The stark raving mad craving for attention phase is gone since my early days
Its gotten so common that its no longer a challenge to me
So got up and followed them to Toa Payoh
seemed like mom wanted to buy a handphone
I wasnt feeling very well but tried to keep it under wraps
I did say that i felt like going home & faint
It was really warm today & that wasnt very good for my flu
People keep asking me questions
So damn irritating i couldnt stand it anymore
The noise .................. the cramped spaces
Gosh ... i nearly blanked out
I became very agitated, agrivated & angry
My sister decided to become the smart alec & started to lecture me about my behaviour
"You know what? I really dont like ppl who want to go home half-way"
"And I also dont like ppl who complaints about feeling faint"
That was the final issue that really got me really really angry
Whoa seh !!!!
Who does she thinks she is?!
Mother F*****
Bloody Sh**
Today really wasnt a good day
Ive never felt so sick, tired & agitated all in one day
Really cant help it
Its very emotionally depressing for me as it is
Perhaps i need to see a shrink
Being emotionally depressed out of agrivation is serious
Haiz ... im going mad March 17 aaaaaaaaaarrrrgggghhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!I think im going to suffer a heart attack soon
Everybody's pissing me off
The phone just wont stop ringing
I cant take it anymore
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Why all of a sudden everybody is looking for her
Call her handphone for goodness sake
Why do they keep on calling?????????
Would you stop moboling me????!!!!!
Quit disconnecting me from the Internet!!!!!!!!!!
Sick of connecting back everytime you people call my house!!!!!!!!!!
WHAT THE BLOODY YORKEY IS GOING ON????!!!!!!!!!!
March 03 The Torture's finally OVerYes my exams are finally over
Its been a long road since the beginning of the semester
Ongoing projects which never seems to end
Sleepless nights resulting to the worst fever ive ever had
Throat infection
And of course ive never studied so hard in my life before
This semester has really drained the youth out of me
Probably its because i was working extra to make it through AAA
Haiz my only worry is BLAW, FMGT and AAA
I will be most satisfied if i can at least pass
Dont want to go through the torture again
Totally waste of time
And the question of doubt is always around the corner
Yeah ... more rest days ahead
Been wanting to take that 20hour snooze
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