General killing fantasy doesnt fit the bill for the status "serial killer".  It has to form a certain signature or exclusive selection of victims for example in the spring of 1987 North Marshall Street in Franklinville, Philadelphia; a man named Gary Heidnik a self-styled Bishop terrible secret was uncovered.  Gary Michael Heidnik, ex-army, was a psychopath with a string of convictions, mostly for sex-related crimes. He had a passion for nubile black women, evidenced by the stacks of porno mags and videos found in a cupboard. But this was no sad, down-at-heel loner. Heidnik was extremely rich, having amassed $250,000 through a shrewd stock market investment. The house might be dilapidated and in need of repair, but he spent money on luxury cars. His stable included a Rolls Royce, a Lincoln Continental, a peacock-blue customised van and his pride and joy, a flashy, new Cadillac with the initials GMH on the door.  In total he confined 5 women in his garage where 2 of them died violently.  Three more would have permanent damage to their hearing caused by their ears being deliberately gored by a screwdriver.  His crimes would mostly involve murder, rape, torture, electrocution, savage beatings and cannibalism.  His practice would always revolve around paying for sex followed by manacling his victim's ankles to an iron pipe or hung upside down from the ceiling.   

 

All he wanted from his victims was sex added with a tinge of meniacle behaviours.  When one of them dies, he processed the flesh turning them into food for the ones still alive.  He promised them that he'll take the body away to make it easier for the girls.  Reaching for the screwdriver he gored their ears with the screwdriver damaging their ears so that they wouldnt have to hear the horrid sounds coming from the electrical chainsaw cutting up the body.

 

Heidnik spent 11 years on Death Row, awaiting execution. At 10.29pm on July 6, 1999, after a final meal of pizza and black coffee, he was executed by lethal injection. Journalists present say he turned red, then deathly pale as the cyanide took effect.
You can read his biography further from this website http://www.francesfarmersrevenge.com/stuff/serialkillers/heidnik.htm

 

 

Its kinda awkward hearing about friends your age getting married at such a young age and giving birth a year later.

Yeah its weird for me.  I'm still in the process of self-discovery and finding solutions reaching for success.  I guess what i look in life is more towards personal achievements and goal driven lifestyle.

 

Marriage is not really in my to-do list right now

I did not really enjoy my youth when i was growing up

Probably now is the time to really explore the world as ive dreamt it could have been

Not that im saying settling down is a bad thing.  Fate can work in wonderous ways and different individuals has a different course laid down for them.  I can accept it with arms wide open or deny and regret the decision in the future.  But in this moment of time since romantic issues are not happening for me its best to pay full focus in developing my career and finding my niche.

Only a few more hours till the revelation of exam results

All these intense suspense increased the gaseousness in my stomach by 2fold

Ugh Acid finding its way up to make you sick

 

Hope that i did well especially for CMA

Very worrried for that one

 

Alas ... 8 more hours to go ....

Why do i even try to please when its going to be overlooked anyways

I get sick being close to you

Do you realise what youre doing?

Its your own fault for creating this barrier

 

You get mad when im having a little 'ME' time

You dont like it when im with my friends

Is it even ethical to behave this way?

 

Cant wait for the day im leaving this place

Cant wait for the day im away from you

Daydream the bittersweetness

Counting the days

 

There's been another suicide attempt at the tracks of Bishan MRT station.  Out of so many other MRT station, Bishan has the highest number of occurrences. I have no idea why. I mean thats not the only tracks in the island that doesnt have some glass protecting the commuters or something. My sis had to say that Bishan station was more open thus vunerable to suicides ... ??? Doesnt make sense. Cases of attempted murder in places like Clementi and Queenstown only account to 1.

Damn at this rate, LTA may have to produce the sign saying "Do Not Attempt Suicide. Fine $1000" Witnesses pls call toll line 1800-bla-di-bla-di-bla

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