She was over the top and out of control

She ran away at 13 years old

But she had her feet on the ground and nobody pushed her around

Her mommy said you better be a good girl

Teachers said you better turn around

And everyone said the girl’s a trouble maker

And all she would ever say was “ain’t life beautiful”

Now she was under the influence and out of the blue

And all the crimson cuddlers that really searched you

She is the one with the smile the angel bearing baring lash looks in her eyes

Her mommy said you better be a good girl

Teachers said hey turn that music down

And everyone said the girl a trouble maker

When all she would ever say aint life beautiful

She …… will turn around and be ashamed and she used to lie

Over the top and out of control

Big girls were not build to walk the straight and narrow

She is the one wearing a crown and everybody wants her around

And all she would ever say aint life beautiful

Mommy said she always was the best

Teachers said I turn that kid around

And everyone said I used to do her

And all she would ever say aint life beautiful

Throughout the show i guess people forget about the fact that everything is rising except for our raises

• raise in cab fare
• raise in bus fare
• raise in GST

Perhaps our cost of living will keep on increasing unless we gain more land or produce more babies.
The land issue is kind of impossible cos malaysian govt will intervene yet again
The birth rate is attainable but due to stress and the crazy rat race here  it has made most males and females impotent.
Its obviously hopeless for this country to continue in the long run
Well we did last for 41 years this coming 9 aug and we might last for another 20 more years i hope

Moving on .....

I dont really know whether should i be fretting or just be nochalent about my current situation
Certain parents worry about their child getting astray out there somewhere or getting involved in gangs ending themselves in jail and stuff.
My Boss is more worried about her children being too involved with school activities and neglect their chores.
Ummm hello im your daughther leh .... not your employee
We as your children yearn to be pampered and loved ... hello?????
Is it a crime for you to cook for us sincerely and unconditionally without putting on a sour face just because you have to get your hands dirty?
Come on if thats not your obligation anymore it shows that you've gotten lazy since you allocated the house duties to us.

I always wonder whats the reaction if my sisters became rowdy and wild
Party every weekend, sleep-overs and chalet every month
Drinking, smoking and possibly being easy with the guys like any other troubled malay girls out there

See she's always talking about the flaws of other parents and their failure
So its like "haiz what the hell are they doing, letting loose of their child like that, too much freedom"
Much work is needed to understand the teen and their needs rather than just to implement what your mother did to you 30 years ago.
It may not be nice but it shaped you to who you are today
Hello not everybody wants to be like you
Strong individuals like myself wants to be heard on my own capabilities
I like to be weird and different .... so what if people snarl or stare at me
The malay papers reports articles about troubled teens every weekend
So there's teen pregnancy, gangs, drugs and etc
I hate that arrogance thats coming out from her
One shouldnt be complacent, anything can happen and should it happen to me it would be most devastating.

She should really be thankful that her dictatorship forced me to become boring
And im too tired to rebel against anything right now
My routine is fixed everyday with no perks to my life

1) Go to school
2) Come home straight
3) Do your chores
4) Watch a little bit of TV
5) Do tutorials
6) Cook dinner
7) Watch more TV

And throughout the whole day if i manage to keep my mouth shut there wont be series of arguements
But sometimes she just likes to start it so it gets on my nerves
I have plenty of other discontents to bother but im too tired to bother
Let it pass .... retribution will come swiftly
I just need to do what i have to do ... seek the one true place where i belong